I think I need to find another way to get rid of sadness . Sleeping the whole day away seemed liked a good idea ( the weather today is A+ lazy weather ) at first but now that I'm awake even though I'm walking around and moving , I feel like I dont have any arms and legs . That doesn't make sense and thats why it bothers me . First of all deciding to sleep your day away already sounds unhealthy . I actually set my alarm at 5pm to go for a run but that didn't wake me up . I know you can't run away or hide from your problems , but to be honest in this situation I am not in the right position to fix it .
I bet I won't be able to get an early sleep tonight because I'm becoming nocturnal . I stay up late for no reason at all . There really is no perks for staying up late at all , you'll get hungry , you'll start to question ' oh is this how being lonely feels like ? ' no lmao everyone's just asleep and you get this urge to sneak out of the house to get a slurpee . It's only January and here's a lame ' uughh feelingsss & emotionsss ' post . I thought I wouldn't type this out anywhere but I had to because blogging gives me this satisfaction like um ' letting myself go ' in a way you know ? Anyway typing this out helps . Aaaahhhh I need to do something to distract myself for now and take the load of lame feels off . Oh I know , watch my favourite season of Parks & Recreation .
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