Update

Hi again .

A few days before results came out , I felt rather down . I was sleeping in daylight , staying up fully awake yet absent at night . Maybe it was just the jitters but then again it was a lot of other things too that made me feel like I was losing myself . It was a foreign feeling . I can't possibly describe it in words because if I were to tell you , I wouldn't want my words to be altered , I would want it to be unfiltered but that's impossible . Anyways like any other unexplainable thoughts , it went away and I felt okay again . Getting good results made it even more okay . And it got me very excited thinking about the future and other good things I can try to achieve . With a little hard work , it will always pay off sooner or later , it will .

I'm ready to move out now . I'll make my place feel just like home by putting houseplants everywhere . I told my mom to buy plants for me , she's really good at taking care of houseplants and just plants in general ! Except for recently the garden has been under a mass caterpillar attack so we had to chop a lot of plants down but we can always replant so it's alright . My mom tried a lot of things to get rid off them but they were just too many , caterpillar cult .

In a couple of weeks I'll be going for a trip to Penang . Beaches , swimming pools , hawker food , hammocks , naps outdoors , reading outdoors , breakfast buffet yis . I'll be staying in Shang-Ri La and really the first thing that comes to my mind is their breakfast buffet , it's the bomb . I think the heart of every hotel is the breakfast buffet (▰˘◡˘▰)

Here's to the last month of having no priorities before I get back on track with education .