Surroundings

I really do enjoy my own company . I don't know how to say this without sounding selfish . But I don't deny the fact that having my good friends around makes me really happy too .

I will really miss the days where I can come back home , to my own room , to the sound of my parents' conversations , every visual and sound I'm familiar with . So most of the days now I spend at home , lounging , squeezing on one single futon with my siblings watching movies , sitting in the living room with my parents and just listen to whatever they have to say to each other . Even though half of the time I have no idea what's going on . To sum it up I've been occupying myself with ordinary boring things . The kind of things that you will take for granted and will turn out to be something you crave for when you're out living on your own .

So for at the time being I don't mind missing out on the big things out there. whatever it may be . Because all I want right now is to drown myself in my usual surroundings .