when things are there .

I like it when things are there .

- My glasses are dirty , kissed by smudges and I will never get how glasses get dirty so quickly , one of the things that frustrates me . Usually I'd just use my shirt  ( or a helping friend's if on that day I'm not wearing cotton ) to wipe it off , it's not the best method but it does the trick . However  , today the world is on my side , I slipped my hand into my right pocket and a lint free cloth is in my grip . Good things happen when you wear the same pants two days in a row .

- Masking tape and scissors . These two things are never in the same place I left them . Good days are when I need a pair of scissors and the first place where I look for it is where it's at .

- A pair of socks , the right matching pair ! When I'm in a rush to leave home , too much of a rush till I wear my shoes in the car ( high school ) socks are the last thing I grab and when it's the right matching pair at first try , God is watching over me .  I wonder if there's ever been a study conducted on how socks disappear .

But when it's not there conveniently , you just have to look for it for a bit , a while , hours , maybe even days , but you'll find it in the end . and I think this applies to people as well .

one eight

I’d like to congratulate myself for being alive for 18 years , you did good kid avoiding death and not cool things like doing drugs / being expelled from school etc . Am I satisfied with who I’ve grown up to be ? Well I can’t say satisfied because there are things I still need to work on and mad skills I need to develop haha . but what I can say is , I feel enough . Through the moments I’ve lived , people I’ve got to know , let it be in real life or not , they have given me enough to reassure me that life is always good.

Things I’ve learned along the way 

• Its okay to have nights where you feel like you’re losing yourself because there will be mornings where even having the breeze kiss your cheeks fills you with so much joy .
• Change and feelings are inevitable so never try to dismiss them , accept it .
• Don’t say things you don’t mean , it will always end up hurting you or someone else . 
• Fake plants are not worth it .
• You are your own best company .

Happy freaking birthday . 

bringin' it back

I'm sure I'm not the only who have purchased clothes and then forgets all about its existence in the closet . Either it was bought on impulse or I regretted buying them after trying it on at home . It's a really bad habit I'm glad I don't do it anymore and so to reconnect with my lack of lovin' clothes , I rescued them from the pits of my closet .

exhibit A , button-down shirt bought in Florence .

I didn't think it looked flattering on me a while back but now it fits me better and gives a real neat casual look when I pair it with my zara light blue skinny jeans + black brogues / cheap monday platform oxfords 

exhibit B okay not a clothing item , but my Glasses . 

Believe it or not I've not worn this glasses out this year until last week ! I thought I didn't bring it with me to KL so when I  looked for it at home it was no where to be found . Feeling despaired , I accepted it's temporary lost and just sticked to my black raybans that is until I was rearranging things around in my room ( in KL ) and hello thank the lord I found it . So now these are on my face almost every day because it's perfect ( sigh self praising my own glasses sorry ) 

ps :

As I mentioned in my previous post , I went to see PEACE and the gig was perfect minus the .... crowd. I'll blog about it when I can !